Unfortunately this has become an ordinary moment for me. I've found I get a lot more work done at home rather than in the library, so whenever possible I go home to get some work done between lectures. Even though I choose to be at home there is one thing I really don't like about it, the house feels empty and quiet so I'm sat there feeling lonely.
I know Osian will be having so much more fun in nursery than sat at home with me doing work, but I can't help but wish him to be at home with me. It's been 4 weeks since I've gone to uni, but I think I'm still in the adjusting period and I'm still finding it hard.
I feel a little sad writing this, sat at the fact this has become an ordinary moment, sad at the fact I'm not at home all day with my baby.
I do really appreciate my Wednesdays off though, I love having that day in the middle of the week that Osian doesn't have to go to nursery and we can do whatever we fancy for the day. Maybe the lonely moments make me enjoy these days even more?
I'm hoping I appreciate this day fully every week this semester because my timetable's going to be fuller after Christmas and I doubt I will get a day off.