You may remember my the post I wrote a couple of weeks ago, if not basically it's about Osian starting nursery and how I don't feel ready to leave him. Although he won't be going full time until September, but he's starting next week and will be going for half a day. I thought it would be easier for him to adjust if he's used to the place and people before having to spend a lot of his time there.
In 8 days time I will be leaving him for the first time. I don't feel ready, I don't want to do this. 8 months of being with someone all day everyday, until next week, he will be in nursery and I will be elsewhere with no idea what to do. I feel lost just thinking about it.
What he's upset and I'm not there to comfort him? What if he learns to do something new and I miss one of his firsts?
I really hope he loves it. I'm sure he will, lots of other babies to play with and lots of different toys.
We have a taster session on Monday. We get a few hours free where I can stay with him and see what it's like. I'm hoping this will go well and I will feel a bit better about leaving him on Friday.
So 8 days go...